Black Rose

THE confrontation

2010-02-26T23:09:00.002+08:00

I finally did it.. I told mummy about us..

It all started when Naj told me that she will get married by end of this yr..

I was soo excited for her that I was caught up in that fantasy.

Mainly cos I was amazed at how she was able to get married on such short notice and using her own $$ for the expenditure..

So when I was on the train back home I thought how about me? I want to be aware of my future.. When I am allowed to have my own future.. However I was still indecisive on telling her abt aliff..

But one would ask y are u asking such a thing.. Do I have someone
in mind? I decided hell she might as well know the truth..

True enough she told me 24-25 is a suitable age. Y got someone in mind? Then I was like damn.. K tkpe proceed.. I said I think you know who.. Immediately, sape? Si Ali tu? Tada.. Mummy so clever.. Haha

I told her la that we care for each other and are very very close friends. I mention that if u were to marry he'd be my choice.. I told her that I am not that kinda person who throws it all away.. I have my dignity and my own believe.. I said she should know how I was brought up.. Then she responded it's good that you know how to take care of yourself..

I told her that I didn't want to lie anymore, it hurts me so bad that my own mother doesn't Noe.. I want her to know..

I asked as a mother what do you wante to full fill as your child before I make such a decision? She said just do what you are doing now, dnt forget your parents.. Help us with the financial like you are doing now..

She also gave me advise like must start learning how to cook, maintain the house.

I asked her what she feels about aliff. She said that she find that he looks like a gd person.. She asked about his job, siblings and age.. And the ultimate question......! How did you know him.. I had to tell her.. From the Internet but I made it clear that my intension wasn't to find a bf just kenal dgn dia through phone over a period of time aru jumpa..
Which were hard and actual facts.. Over 3 months then we met..

It ended... I thanked her for listening.. And silently for understanding... :) life just got much calmer.. I feel peace after 5 years...

Wow... It's been a while

2010-02-24T19:36:00.002+08:00

Haha.. It has been almost a year I think.. And I bet I won't be able to keep this up. But hey, if i do it better than nothing right.

I just reached home about half an hour ago..

Will be going out for a jog at the park behind azlina's.. This will also mean reunion with her!

Working and schooling at the same time is amazingly time consuming.. At times it feels like you forgot to breathe. But the children and my passion keeps me going.

I'm making a trip up to genting highlands soon.

Shawn's birthday is coming up.

I'm really paranoid abt my future.

Parents have been trying to stay off my back cos they can see I'm damn tired all the time with my assignment.

Speaking of which, can you imagine I have two anecdoctal yo write within one week. It's kinda an observation of the child's development and how we can check or relate it to the theories. Haha.. And some people still wana call us expensive nannies.. Pardon me madam but back..... Off! Just so you bloody know we are known as development psychologist..

I'm so glad and proud to be a preschool educator. Seeing the child everyday, knowing that they are happy to see us and that we are a part if their most important developmental mile stone is what matters.

Haha.. I better shut it now.. I bet no one is reading this... Haha.. Amalina here.. Logging off!

Never too young to think about the future

2009-01-06T22:17:00.000+08:00

Two German children, six and seven, elope for Africa
Two childhood sweethearts, aged six and seven, eloped from Hanover in northern Germany on New Year's Eve, determined to tie the knot under the African sun, police said Monday.
The pair identified as Mika and Anna-Lena "are very much in love and decided to get married in Africa where it is warm, taking with them as a witness Anna-Lena's little sister, aged five," police spokesman Holger Jureczko told AFP.
The idea for the romantic trip began when Mika told the two girls about his recent holiday in Italy, while their families celebrated New Year's Eve together. "From this, the children began to make plans for the future," Jureczko said.
As the first dawn of 2009 broke, the trio started to put these plans into action, packing all the essentials for the journey, including "sunglasses, swimming trunks, a lilo, summer clothes and provisions."
While their parents slept, they left their house in the suburbs of Hanover, walked a kilometre (two-thirds of a mile) up the road to a tram stop from where they took a tram for the central station.
Waiting for a train to the airport, they aroused the attention of a guard who contacted police.
Two officers managed to convince the young lovers that they would struggle to get to Africa without money or a plane ticket.
As a consolation, the children were given a special tour of the police headquarters at Hanover station where they were especially taken with the detention cells.
Their relieved parents picked them up from the station, the spokesman said, adding: "They can still put their plan into action at a later date."

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

2009-01-02T13:39:00.002+08:00

Time passes by so fast..
GoodBye 2008... HELLO!!!! 2009!

Our Japanese names

2008-12-17T23:09:00.004+08:00

My authentic japanese name is:
小島 Kojima (small island) 歩 Ayumu (walk, deeper meaning: walk your own way)

Aliff's authentic japanese name is:
小花 Obana (little flower) 大輝 Taiki (large radiance)

The Lodge

2008-12-11T16:48:00.001+08:00

The Ugly truth

2008-12-11T15:26:00.002+08:00

Katherine heigl is back! And Gerard Butler so darn hot... As always.. MUST WATCH!!

The curious case of Benjamin Button

2008-12-11T12:26:00.002+08:00

I cant wait for this movie!

Whats been happening

2008-12-10T20:33:00.003+08:00

STUDIES

Major Thing Happening now is TERM TEST

Its like one hectic thing after another

First PR3 then Judging and now this

Well whatever it is,

Two paper down

One more to go

..................

Satcom

I have looked through it but i will do the studying tomorrow

DREAMS

* Yesterday

I dreamt a few days about my Ex

Yeah the last ex

I have no idea why

But it just assured me i am better off

WITHOUT him

** Today

Ernie please do NOT laugh at me

I dreamt i worked at cold storage

I was like

What the HELL am i doing here!??

Then i saw that KEN

Oh MY god....

And he asked me to do facing!!

ARGH!

Thank god I am outa that place..

**PHEW**

I think sub-consiously i am brought back to my past

And Thank ALLAH

I have a far better BOY FRIEND

Who loves me for who i am

Build a bear Workshop

And i am in a job that makes me feel self Satisfied

Living my dream

^^Working with children^^

Surrounded by teddy!

And got the greatest best friends

I really love what i am doing now..

This saturday 13th Dec will be meeting

Where we have to exchange a $5 present

I just got jelly beans..

I mean who doesnt love their jelly beans!?

Hahahaha..

Ouh and i was a Party leader without any training

Hahha...

It was fun.. the kids were nice but my friends were like if that were me i go crazy

haha

Ouh i won a caption competition

And won lily a limited edition cotton shirt from BABW

Very nice..

Anyway this are a few Pics that might just be interesting

And has been part of my life lately

Let the Pic speak for itself

What your hand writing says about you

2008-12-01T16:30:00.002+08:00

1. Are your Us and Ws rounded on their bottoms?
You're sensitive and maybe poetic.

2. Do you cross your Ts in the middle or at the top?
The lower you cross your T, the less ambition you have.

3. Do you loop your Cs at the top?
Then, to quote Carly Simon, you're so vain.

4. Are your As and Os tightly closed?
Perhaps you're hiding something.

5. Do your letters slant every which way?
If so, then yikes. Only 10 per cent of the general population has a wobbly slant—compared with 70 to 80 per cent of convicted felons.

6. Do you have the "felon's claw"?
It's another hallmark of the criminal, and it occurs when you bring a letter straight down, then attach a claw-shaped curve to its end—say when you're writing the lowercase y.

7. Is your signature different from your normal handwriting?
Then perhaps you're putting on an act.

8. Do the connecting swoops between your letters droop?
Maybe you have a martyr complex, and are carrying the weight of the world on your shoulders.

9. Is your handwriting spiky and angular?
Relax. There's no need to be so tense.

10. Are your letters a bit squatty?
If they're biggest in the middle zone, and don't extend much up or below the baseline, then you're perhaps a bit childish. The Disney logo, based on Walt Disney's handwriting, is a good example of this.

How dare u

2008-12-01T11:37:00.003+08:00

Out of all the people around me
I have never thought that you could hurt me that much
We were close
We almost always shared our birthdays together
But you had another
I was really happy for you
For once in your life you have found someone that didnt hurt you
So u decided to spend the rest of your life with your soul mate
But that was when you changed
You didnt even look at me
I was like a disease to you
Like speaking to me would kill you almost instantly
Do i mean so little to you
It was like we were never related
I have tolerated your attitude
But it has gone too far

I have a job, yes
A PART TIME job
That of which i only attend once or twice a week
But who are you to say that i work just for money
Just so you know i am finally in a job that makes me happy
At an angle i am also full filling my dreams and ambition
How dare you
How dare you even ridicule me like that
In front of my elders
Your words are poison

I may have not attended family functions
But situation has forced me to make decisions
Does'nt it occur to you that at a young age i am taking care of myself
Unlike one of us who still acts as a child and have no responsibility

I hope your swallow the words hard
I have never got myself to ever do this to anyone
But i hate you
I really do..

Scariest Video EVER! i warn you!

2008-10-30T21:12:00.003+08:00

2008-10-30T21:12:00.001+08:00

Japanese Human Tetris! DAmn Funny!

2008-10-27T18:08:00.001+08:00

UnderWorld Fan.. FEAST YOUR EYES!!

2008-10-27T18:02:00.001+08:00

Yearly raya Outing

2008-10-13T22:49:00.002+08:00

Went to a Meeting before the outing
Rushed home

Kak Yan helped me with the make up
And ya it turned out too much
But after some dapping it came off

Anyway!

Met Aliff, Ernie and Muhaymin under my blk
Aliff drove us to shawns
Where we were united with Aizat who came back from a job
We then watched Final Destination I (abit) and II
Shawns mom cooked for us :
Mee hoon goreng and ayam goreng and hot dog
Drink: Green

Then we went to Aliff's
Watch pathology
Milo...... Haiyooo.... SEXY butt woooooo....!
Damn wats wrong with me.......
ANYWAY!!
Finally got to let ernie see JD
Aliff's mom cooked for us:
Mee goreng (I think something like maggie goreng gitu) and nugget and samosa (vege.. Cian ernie she looked like she wanted to eat really bad)
Drink: Ice cream Soda

Then i drove to Muhaymins place
Stresssss babe.. the dad saw me driving
This is the first time we visited Mins new home
Food served: Soto ayam
Drink: Sarsi (if im not wrong?)

Then to ernies
No one was at home so we all lepaks
Watched pendekar bujang lapok
Me and ernie then washed the cups
food Served: Kuih Muih.. (Shawn ate the cracker until half full.. eh? half empty... Eh? keke!)
Drink: Green again

Then to mine
Showed them hanzo and bunny
Food SErved: Back by popular demand MACARONI!!
Drink:Orange

Same street we visited yats place
No one also
I was able to take a couple pic with Aliff
Thanx YAT
Watched knocked out half way
Food Served: Damn nice cheese cake
Drink: Blue berry

All together..
Another Wonderful year!

Pictures will be posted soon...
Stay tuned!

Selamat Hari Raya.. Maaf Zahir Batin

2008-10-02T19:24:00.003+08:00

Hey everyone

Gosh it has been too long!
This Ramadhan was really hectic yet here we are, celebrating Syawal

To all my Islam brother and sisters..
Selamat Hari Raya
Please forgive me if ever i hurt any of you
verbally or physically
Front or back
Do come and visit
eratkan lagi silaturahim "dunno if correct spelling or not ;P"

Honestly i didn't feel like celebrating this year
But when i went over to my mom's side
It proves to a large extend
the main purpose of raya is to meet your family members
i mean honestly
Do you REALLY see them other than raya??
Nooooo...

haha!
So yeah..
Anyway..
one other thing about raya is....
PICTURES!!!
These are just a few..
I will upload more once i got them from my cousin..

This is wani my first anak sedara

Yazid family

the TV room
the one in the black outfit in the center is my grandma

Kecoh family

The Jupri Family

this are the photographers!! hehe!

Nadia..me..Ayu

The Gerls in My family!

My siblings

My Parents

The children.. teeeheee!

I got it from my mama! kakaka!

Until then!
See you around
AND TO MY 408 CLASSMATES!!!
11th October our RAYA outing!!!

Funny Indian Advertisements!

2008-09-17T11:20:00.002+08:00

1. This one is damn funny! must read the msg before you move onto viewing it.

2. Change.. hahaha!

3.i just found this one.. haha!

I hope you had atleast a little smile on your face *=)

Have a good day ahead!

The sweetest thing!!

2008-09-03T16:24:00.001+08:00

Interesting fact on sept 11

2008-08-25T10:08:00.007+08:00

Check this out:

Ripple Effect

The thing about US

2008-08-25T09:16:00.004+08:00

What the hell?

The guy on the left represents US and the guy on the right represent the mexican.

From this video you can already tell who is full of problem.

The mexican cant even talk! See how calm he is and the US doesnt even let the guy talk when he was the one who wants to know his POINT OF VIEW!

This guy is so brave.. Gosh! But he speaks of the truth..

21 August 2008

2008-08-22T09:19:00.004+08:00

Started the day with a trip to Suntec by express bus 518. I tell you, that was the longest and the loudest trip ever!!!

If your wondering.. Its not just this two ladies, about 3-4 seats behind her full of aunties.

I swear to god it sounded like ducks and chix talking!

Anyway.. There after i went to my interview at BUILD A BEAR!

I cant wait to work there!

Adelina, the manager, is so sweet and nice. She gave us a hear and told us to think about better ideas to perk up the kids for the heart ceremony.

One of them did a..

Put the heart in your hand

Shake it

Wake the heart up before you make a wish

Another was..

Draw a big heart shape and get in the heart

And make a wish!

I was thinking since its a heart and your creating the bear

Shawn gave me the idea of tapping the heart

Feel your heart beat and hold the heart in your right hand

Feel the beat... now tap on the heart so that it beats along with your heart..

How about it??

hmmmm

Anyway!

Nisya came along then we had lunch at marina square

I ate chix chop fried rice, ernie nasi lemak n Nisya mee goreng

While eating there was this ang mo fighting and got together like almost instantly.

Then a guy with a gf looked at ernie.. hahaha!!

Then we went to Diva to buy Nisya's friend presents.

She needed to get another friend of hers a gift so we made a move to Bugis and got him a watch which me and ernie helped to choose.

Then we just sat infront of Kinokuniya and ernie looked like an auntie reading newspaper.

She was looking for admin job.. GOD please help her find one.

Ever job she asked they kept saying bilingual... MEOW!

hahahaha!

Anyway.. We made our way to Bugis MRT where we part ways with Nisya and then we head to sch..

Spend about 1 hour there and went off to meet shawn and min behind TM.

Shawn showed me a book about a lady who was in love with both a vamp and a lycn.

Interesting in an adult way.

Then we walked back to my place as some things need to be done.

Ernie met Hanz but as normal he was himself. Anyway!

Had dinner where me and ernie shared mee hong kong.

Then we moved on under my block.

Where we stayed n watch all the "whose line" that ernie had in her PSP.

Then me and shawn send off ernie then about 11:30pm i went home and i ended my day listening to Aliff's voice.

Darn.. i just noticed none of us took pics -.-'

But its ok.. we will always have this in our heads.

The question is.. next meeting...?? Anyone??

hahaha!

Till next time!!

Mad TV

2008-08-19T10:12:00.004+08:00

I am very sorry to any Jessica simpons fans!

But this i damn funny. I can't believe Jessica Alba had it in her. hahaha!

This one is lame but its funny.. hahahaha!

HAHA!! This is DUMB! on Heroes..

EEEEEEwwwww

2008-08-15T12:32:00.003+08:00

Hie!!

Check this website http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2008/08/13/janos-baranyai-photos-vid_n_118695.html
.

I do warn you this is PG13..

Thats not my name

2008-08-11T12:43:00.001+08:00

I know some of you might say this song is annoying. But c'mon, its quite ADDICTIVE!! hahaha! Enjoy!

08.08.08

2008-08-08T23:05:00.010+08:00

Today is the most treasured day!!

Its My Anniversary! 3Years 7Months!

I took an MC to esp from school
And i did have back pains so..
i didnt take the medication though

Took 168 to make my way to the camp that this bus pass by where Aliff waited for me.

Ate chicken rice!

I got My present today! Very nice! Made by Aliff's sister *=D

Then i met Aliff and we went to catch a movie

"The love Guru"

**About this movie.. Well if you want something that tickles you and a relaxed movie this is it.

But i do warn you if the person your watching with is more of a logical person then don't bother

This story boleh tahan merepek!

But its nice to watch..

Especially if you want to see Jessica Alba dance to an Indian song! hahaha! very cute!!

Then we went on to the Singapore flyer! It was damn awsome!! i will upload some pictures when i have the chance

For the moment the Pictures are in Aliff's camera.

We went for dinner at bras Basah. We had Mee hoon and kuning goreng and mutton chop.

Then i took a pic with the car and coincidently it was 08.08.08 @ 8:00pm! hahaha!

Then i drove home and passed through the KPE and i was horned by another stupid car.

I was faster than him and he speed up at a merging lane and he wanted to horn me.. IDIOT!

Anyway..

When i got home @ 8:30pm i hugged hanzo! Yeee..!

Aliff made his way to meet the RX-8 club member.

By the time he reached home i was already sleeping and i just couldn't get my eyes to open..
So i kept hearing aliff going "Anje anje anje anje anje!!!!" hahahaha!

Pictures will be up soon.. or atleast when i got it! hahaha!

well anyway

Check out my multiply :

http://blackroseamy.multiply.com/

There are pictures of my Designs using Adobe Photo Shop

A day out with Ashraff

2008-08-04T11:18:00.002+08:00

We were at the roof top of Tampines mall. This is the first time i met him. He is so darn cute but so fierce as well. Haha! Didn't have the chance to hold him. But its ok.. I was still able to see him is a start.

Lithium

2008-08-04T10:18:00.002+08:00

It has been haunting me for quite some time now. Amy lee gives me the drive to sing, she's like my hero. haha.. Well enjoy this performance of hers..

LITHIUM

Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside.
Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without...
Lithium, I want to stay in love with my sorrow.
Oh, but God, I want to let it go.

Come to bed, don't make me sleep alone.
Couldn't hide the emptiness, you let it show.
Never wanted it to be so cold.
Just didn't drink enough to say you love me.

I can't hold on to me,
Wonder what's wrong with me.

Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside.
Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without...
Lithium, I want to stay in love with my sorrow.

Don't want to let it lay me down this time.
Drown my will to fly.
Here in the darkness I know myself.
Can't break free until I let it go.
Let me go.

Darling, I forgive you after all.
Anything is better than to be alone.
And in the end I guess I had to fall.
Always find my place among the ashes.

I can't hold on to me,
Wonder what's wrong with me.

Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside.
Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without...
Lithium, ...stay in love with my sorrow.
I'm gonna let it go.

What's in my mind..

2008-07-29T09:13:00.007+08:00

Saturday

Aliff and i went out.

We watched X-files.

It is amazing how they decided to recreate the show.

The show did make alot of point to the viewers on criminals.

The so called Psychic guy with the grey hair used to be a priest.

He was one who molest male child.

He was a pedophile.

Dana Scully hated him so much cause by this time she was a doctor for children.

So he said, "I didn't ask for this craving."

It got me thinking.... That is awfully true.

Think of it.

Majority of us craves for different things.

For me, i crave for nuts.. I NEED nuts to be in my chocolate before i consume them.

But for psych killers, the crave for the screams of the victims.

In the priest's case..

He craved for children instead of Female adults to satisfy his needs.

So we are not so different, its just that if our craving is acceptable in this society, on this Earth we call "Home".

It also makes you want to believe.

That more than natural things are possible.

But it doesnt.

Thats just it...

Then later that evening we went to Karaoke! At Toa Payoh SAFRA.. i think.

Well anyway i was able to try some english songs and it was ok.. *=D

I can sing both Eng and Malay songs

And ehemmm.. My darling can sing too. haha!

There is pitch problems here and there but hey!

who doesn't??

Singer?

well they have decided to make that their career so they better not have any pitch probs!

It was great..

But i was exhausted and had to work the next morning.. (9-8pm)

Monday

School was as per normal.

Stupid with nothing to do..

Its not that i don't want to do anything.

The mission they gave us to do is done and no one has actually told us what is in stall for this group.

I have no other comments than to say

Every man for themselves

Even the teachers are trying to save their own ass..

I just enjoyed the evening.

I went home wrecked due to no mission in school and that i myself has been so tired

So i was ready for my nap when i got home.

But then my mom wanted to go NTUC to buy chicken so i decided to accompany her

When we reached home i called Aliff cause i wanted to hear his voice just before he meet up with his band

He's been so busy nowadays

I have just adjusted to this events..

Affects me not even a single bit anymore..

After i heard my lullaby i was close to lala land when my brother asked me to accompany him

i was too tired so i pushed away his pleads

But then azim wanted to follow so i decided

Hack!

Get up lazy Ass.. Train for your NAFA.

When we got to the fitness corner at the Tampines-Pasir Ris connector

Amin had a game.. That i call torture

Its called pyramid.. Or atleast thats what this crazy guy claims

There were three of us so the 1st decision was by black and white

Azim-white

Me-white

Amin-Black

So he said OK! i'm one ( at this point of time i was like whatever)

Then it was azim and i.. Scissors paper stone

Azim-stone

Me-scissors

So Azim was two and i am three

This is the damn game:

Incline pull-up

One...Two...Three

Amin..Azim..Me

1.....2.....3

4.....5.....6

7.....8.....9

10..11..12

13..14..15

16..17..18

We were able to do until here..

Amin

1 +4+7+10+13+(16)=51

Azim

2+ 5+ 8+ 11+14+ 17=57

ME!!

3+6+9+12+15+18=63

Shit.. No wonder he wanted to be one!

anyway

Then we played a game i call Froggy

let me try to draw it..

Kinda like you have to bend until your leg is 90 degrees and change to the other leg.

We did 2 sets of 10 counts of 4.

Then the last game was to sprint about 70metre and then do 10 push up on count and run to the next two lamp post that we see and in total we did another 2 sets of 10 push up.

Then instead of using the lift we climbed up the stairs to level 5. Home sweet home.

25th July 2008

2008-07-25T23:13:00.003+08:00

Strong winds

Ernie feeling on the titanic.. kekeke!

We just came back from BMTC..

Don't ask what for

hehe

HanZo 3 Months OLD!!

2008-07-24T23:13:00.004+08:00

Look At How nice He takes picture

So manje.......

Jumpy Hanzo

2008-07-22T09:35:00.002+08:00

He is already familiar to his play area.. look at him go!!

Something to try if your Bored

2008-07-21T14:16:00.000+08:00

Pizza Making

Click here to play this game

20 July 2008

2008-07-21T10:24:00.003+08:00

The day before ---19th--- My work shift was from 12noon-10pm. It was chris's last day at work. There after Aliff fetch me from work to go to his band BBQ. hmmm...

I don't think one of the friend like me that much.. He was like "cigarettes so damn nice" hmmm.. It was ever since that day i tried to stand the smoke but it proves more that i am getting weaker as i age. When Aliff asked me to stand up i was so dizzy. I think i didnt get oxygen in my system.. hmmmm..

Well the chix was so nice but i ate late night sooo... yeah.. I got asthma eventually.. hmmm.. I wish i can cure it.. I feel so weak lately..

Anyway..

20th!!

I woke up early like 8 am and went for 2.4km with shakinah, Azlina and Azim. Why do such a crazy thing early in the morning you ask?

Cause my NAFA test will be on the 1st of August 3pm.. i think.. Well....

My timing was 16:44 which would be B for my age.. How cool! But i cant imagine having this time running 6 rounds of the tracks of stadium. hmmm..

After this went to ayu's and back to my place cause she and Azim needs to go to religious class.

When they came back, a group of us played cluedo

This is the first time i learned playing this game. It is very interesting and fun.. Feel like gathering my bestest best budds and have this game a go.

At 4pm me, Azim, Ayu and nadia (my cousins) went to the gym at tampines stadium.

I can still do my sit ups. I did 40 in 1 min.. I did 3 pull up with weights below but i placed only a little.. So when i got on the weight it went down immediately.. HAHA!

Thats all.. Shutter run and sit&reach i am leaving it to chance..

I am 150m and i weight 47.2kg

After that me ayu nadia shared a meal at Mac donalds. Then we ate the 50cents ice cream. My older brother fetched us.

That was it.. After that i just rest at home.

Can't get enough of YOU gay boy.. hahaha!

2008-07-21T10:17:00.000+08:00

Finalised Lord Loss

2008-07-17T14:33:00.004+08:00

In your vein " lies the will to kill
You hunger for " the flesh of those around you
Senses hightense " in the presence of blood...!
Creatures within " fighting to break free
Only he " can cure you of your sickness
A demon master in true form...!

--Bridge--
Lowly Lord loss Bows his head
In a world of black and white
Vile lord loss torments the dead
Time to sell your soul tonight

Seek thy creatures from the depths of hell
Call upon " the master of mayhem....
In your soul " thy shall show no fear
You can see him " coming in a distance
Companions ready " hearts filled with rage
Prepare for battle for your life

--Bridge--

In the relm " of thy demon
Challenged by " an ancient game of chess
Make your move " mortal.....!
Lord loss has you in his grips tonight.....!

In your vein " lies the will to kill
You hunger for " the flesh of those around you
Senses hightense " in the presence of blood...!
Creatures within " fighting to break free

++vision empowered in the absence of light
smell hightense in the presence of blood

++vision empowered in the absence of light
smell hightense in the presence of blood

Only he " can cure you of your sickness
A demon master in true form...!
Seek thy creatures from the depths of hell
Call upon " the master of mayhem....

In your soul " thy shall show no fear
You can see him " coming in a distance
Companions ready " hearts filled with rage
Prepare for battle for your life

++vision empowered in the absence of light
smell hightense in the presence of blood

++vision empowered in the absence of light
smell hightense in the presence of blood

Lowly Lord loss Bow...s his head
Vile lord loss " pleasures " tor " menting the dead
And gladly he will " beat " you
In a game " of chess
You " can never " turn back

Lord Loss

2008-07-17T09:55:00.004+08:00

I am finally done with the first protion of Lord Loss Lyrics for Scaphoids. So far its approved by the lead guitarist (my guy), and i have recorded it with me singing but im so sorry it seems like it can't be uploaded here.. So here it goes..

Oh before that i would like to say a special thanx to Aliff for giving me this opportunity to write a song about my favourite villan, Lord Loss.

Scaphoids for trusting me with their new song.

Ernie for telling me which is good and which isn't, i really needed that reality check.

And to Izzat for helping me brain storm on a suitable word to replace with what i have, very very BIG help.

So thank you all.

In your vein " lies the will to kill
You hunger for " the flesh of those around you
++senses hightense " in the presence of blood...!
creatures within " fighting to break free

Only he " can cure you of your sickness
A demon master in true form...!
Seek thy creatures from the depths of hell
call upon " the master of mayhem....

In your soul " thy shall show no fear
You can see him " coming in a distance
companions ready " hearts filled with rage
prepare for battle for your life

In the relm " of thy demon
Challenged by " an ancient game of chess
^^make your " mortal.....!
Lord loss has you in his grips tonight.....!

@>-- BlackRose **2nd part and the chorus on the way..

Cute lil Hanzo .. 15 July 2008

2008-07-16T09:39:00.006+08:00

When i got home yesterday and had an idea to let hanzo roam around as he pleases in our room. So i blocked out all the places that he can slip in. When i did all that i was expecting him to run around or atleast from me. Instead he stuck to me like glue. Watch the video below.. He's so cute. The one bouncing the ball is Azim my bro.

Afte that i brought in his food so he forgotten where he was and felt more comfy. He was jumping and running. He kept on jumping on my tummy a couple of times, by the way by this time me and Azim was watching Pans Labyrinth. But then he jumped on me n when i pet him he flattened hisbody and rested. So i combed he's fur and in no time he was sleeping. He yawned 3 times, this is the first time i saw this. And my body cramped so i shifted him on my chest beside my neck and lean my head on his and he continued on sleeping.

When he woke up the show ended and i placed him back in his cage. I was just telling Izzat how stressful it was to take care of Hanz, but later that day Hanz got closer to me than i'd ever imagine. *=) It really made my night.

Predictions.. To what extend are they true?

2008-07-15T10:17:00.004+08:00

Jucelino Noberga da Luz

Majority of his predictions are made in his dreams. The predictions that he ever made in the past are death of Princess Diana on 31 Aug 97, the World Trade Center attacks on 11 Sept 01 (predicted in 1989), the Bandar Ache Tsunami on 26 Dec 04 (predicted in 1997) and more.

Year 2008

~ Effective medicine for HIV & dengue treatment will be in market within year 2008

~ Earthquake (Magnitude 8.1) in Philippine (18 July)
~ Earthquake (M 9.1) in NanNing & NanHai Island of China, which may cause a tsunami of 30M high. (13 Sept)

Year 2009
~ Earthquake (M 8.9) in Osaka & Kobe, Jepang of Japan (25 Jan)
~ Earthquake (M 8.9) in Istanbul, Turkey (24 Aug)
~ Earthquake (M 7.8) in Sumatra, Indonesia (16 Dec)aYear 2013

~ Big achievement in treatment of cancer or tumour.

~ Existence of a new virus which called "ALS", which may cause human lose their immunity & can die within 4 hours of infection

~ 7300 million people die from the bird flue (virus H5N1)

~ Volcano explosion in Bahamas Island (nearby the Caribbean Sea) lead to the happen of an earthquake which may cause a tsunami of 150M high.

Year 2010 to 2043
~ The temperature of the few countries in Africa may reach up to 58 degree Celsius, which cause a serious dry season. (2010)

~ New virus species (called "ALS") found which can cause human lose their immunity & can die within 4 hours of infection (2011)

~ The Farm fires during the dry season has spread widely causing the phenomena of desertation, and between 2015 to 2020, the amazon forests will disappeared. (2012)

~ A small planet called "2002ZNT7" which has been confirmed by NASA on 31 June 2002 (Jucelino has informed the NASA the exist of a small planet in year 2000) will crash with the earth in year 2014 (60% of possibility).

~ The worldwide average temperature will reach 59 degree Celsius and many people will die from the heat (2015)

~ 80% of the human population death in the huge disasters in year 2043.

*** This are just predictions from him, we should not believe or live our lives waiting for this things to happen.. Have faith and just take precautions.. Come back to which we came from, i believe the world is ending.. Let it end but still our faith in our hearts and hold on to our religion close.. @>--

Marvellous archaeological Find

2008-07-15T09:44:00.003+08:00

I got this email today from Q. Like always Q would be giving interesting emails and this one caught my attention and here it is.

Marvellous archaeological find

On Tuesday the 29th May 2008 there was an article about a coin in the biggest Norwegian national newspaper, Aftenposten, titled " Fant fra 805" which translates to "found euro from yr 805".

The coin was found in Hurum, about 50 km west of Oslo (less than 10 km from my place) at a new construction site. But what was special about this coin other than been from yr 805?

From the inscription on the coin, the newspaper was fast to call the coin Arabic coin. When presented to an archaeology researcher at the university of Oslo, who happened to be a Muslim, he saw that the coin was more than just an Arabic coin. The inscriptions say "Bismillah, Laa ilaha illa'llah, wahdahu Laa sharikalak(in Arabic)" . Subhanallah!

Analysis of the coin, showed that it was a silver coin that is dated back to 805 during the reign of Khalifa Haroun Rashid, the most known of the Abbasids khalifas. At that time, Norway and Europe was still under the grip of the pagan vikings. Trade was already done at that time using Islamic currency all over Europe. That's why they called it "euro from 805". Europe started monetary union few years ago, something Muslims did 1200 yrs ago. How about that!

This shows how Muslims were in control of the economy, not only in the Middle East, but Europe and definitely the world.

New character in Heroes season3

2008-07-10T09:47:00.000+08:00

Happy 3 years 6months @>--

2008-07-08T11:25:00.004+08:00

3 years 6months ago..

The memory of that day is still fresh in my mind
This was also the first day i went to a jamming session
And the first time i sat on some guys' lap

Yes, we were already flirting by this time
But the thing that hold us back was my O levels
After jamming you sent me home

While the bus 969 was making its way to Tampines
Droplets of rain flowing down the glass window
I'm looking out with you by my side

So close
The warmth and comfort that i felt
I didn't want to let you go.. Ever..

In my mind

When will i see him again
I know i have him in my grasp
But i need him to secure it..
I wanted you so bad

Tears started gathering in my eyes
The next thing i knew i was crying
I guessed you realized how much you meant to me
That was the first day anyone ever wiped my tears away

Upon reaching Tampines
We went our separate ways..
I had no choice but to accept that we will only be friends

We texted each other all the way
Like we always do
Not knowing that, that night will change my life forever

11:52pm

You text me
To be yours, to have my hand
For you to take care of

This was the first time i ever full heartedly accept to be in a realtionship
and it was with you Aliff

I don't care about my history

Believe me when i say
You are my first true love

8th January 2005

I gave you my heart
So you could...
Love me for the person i am
Take care of me
Defend me when others are against me
Care for me when I'm ill
Make me smile when I'm down
Be a friend when i have none
Hold me close to your heart and never let me go

If it is written

I pray to Allah that you are the Man that will be there with me
till the day i let out my last breath

I love you Aliff

I can never be too angry at you
I can never hate you

As each day that passes me by
I love you more

Happy 3Years 6Months Dear

@>-- Amalina

We had dinner at Swensens Changi Airport T2

And this is what we had.. Stuffed to the max!

Very wonderful evening <3>

My Baby.. Hanzo

2008-07-08T11:15:00.002+08:00

Drinking from his bottle
He's a very heavy consumer of plain water

Look at how long his body is....

He got up on my tummy and asks to be pet...
Then the face steam..
HAHA

This is Hanzo at 2months and 14days
Quite big in pic but he is still small
Very mischievious
moody
still scared at the slightest movement

Latest Art work

2008-07-08T10:41:00.002+08:00

How cute is this...

2008-07-08T09:53:00.002+08:00

Scaphoids

2008-07-05T22:18:00.001+08:00

I found this on Youtube! haha.. This is one of Aliff's performance

Adventures Of The GREY Dolls!!

2008-07-04T11:23:00.005+08:00

WE Are Super heores! Fighting crime.. defending the innocent!

dark grey gerl hides her identity using her hoodie

light grey girl hides her face with her hair!

Light Grey girl "Damn dark grey! hide ur identity!"

Dark grey girl "But i can't see"

BAM!! POWW!!! ZZZZZEEEEEEZZZAAAMMMM!!

using our killer laser eyes!!!

We've done a good job!! Now we can return to our hide out!!

HHHHHAPPPPEEELLLLLYYY

At a photo studio... Pussycat DOlls wana beee!! kakaka!

"i don't think thats a nice pic".. hahahaha!!

**From the back**

Who said that!!?? we SEEEEE you!!!!

Final shot... wooooo.... And thats a rap!

WE'll see you again in the next episode of ...
The Grey Dolllssss

JENG JENG JENG!!

And this is exactly the reason why i should'nt make a comic

HAHAHA!!

So Damn Bored aT school Man

Thank God i have something to look forward to

Later Today

Tomorrow!!

Yummy

2008-07-02T09:40:00.001+08:00

Are You Compatible With The Supernatural Boys?

More on Supernatural. Created by BuddyTV

Hahaha.. i am compatible with dean more.. Yummy.. KAKAKA!!

I can't help it.. please check him out! PLEASE

2008-07-01T17:17:00.002+08:00

Get addicted, this is what music should sound like.. I LOVE VITAS.. Look at his outfit! Oh dear GOD!

Please blame me if you are addicted! hahaha..

Darren shan Demonata Series

2008-07-01T11:22:00.004+08:00

I have been waiting patiently for this, the 7th book of the Demonata series with the title

Death's shadow
You can't cheat Death

According to wikipeida it is released May 2008.

I want it so bad and the only place that i can find it is at JB, when will i ever go there.. hmmm..

"'Death's Shadow' continues to reveal more about Beranabus, Kernel, Grubbs, and Bec, as well as the continuing search for information on using the Kah-Gash. More information on the mysterious foe 'Shadow' (seen at the climax of Demon Apocalypse) is also discovered."

......Wikipedia...

And to all the Demonata readers, the 8th books has been titled and it is

Wolf island
Trespassers will be eaten

This however will be released Oct 2008 in UK
Who knows when it will reach our shores
i want this so bad

"Grubbs Grady treads new ground in this, the eighth dramatic title in the Demonata. But beware - Trespassers will be eaten! "We spot the werewolves as we skim the treetops. Mutated, vicious, hairy monstrosities, all fangs, claws and muscles. The beast within me tries to force its way to the surface, howling silently at its warped brethren. I've never rid myself of the wolf!" As the mysterious Shadow builds an army of demons, Grubbs and his team search desperately for answers. But when they follow up a new lead, it leads them to an old, unexpected foe - the Lambs. The curse of the Gradys has returned with a vengeance. Werewolves are on the loose. And they're hungry!"

Going through another day

2008-07-01T09:59:00.005+08:00

My latest Look.. Done none other than by my personal hairstylist Ernie Ellie last friday. What do think of this picture.. i look so frust? no? haha i displayed it on msn but izzat didnt like it. He called my face muka busuk just so that i change the picture, thank u so much my friend.. So anyway just read shadiQ's blog.. erkkkk... He went for a blood test.. Do you know What that means???? NEEDLES!! yeah thats right.. those damn needles.. i hate needles... it doesnt matter if they wana put something in u (but still!!) but nooooooo.... they had to suck out ur blood!! who in a right state of mind would do that??????

LOOK! So BIG!!!!! AAAHHHHH!!!! if i remembered correctly ernie ever scared me once when we were going for a check up for poly's admission and we were sitting infront of a room where they take blood samples, i knew that wasn't one of the things they needed but ernie convinced me otherwise and i went all gaga.. I almost cried! At last, we only had to check our vision -.-' relief!!!!!

Aliff

I decided to draw him from the side while we were watching Friends season7.

Does it look like him? hmmm....

Just another day...

2008-06-30T10:50:00.002+08:00

Things are so not going my way, firstly im rotting away in this hell hole of a school doing nothing. I have been doing nothing. Yes.. NOTHING.. And now i don't have the supervisor's chair when they have three in my lab. Thanx so freaking much to the couple that cause all this "convenient" for all of us, around of applause for this idiots.

And one more thing.. Did you know i am a fucking "great driver". I am tired of being the "best" on the road in fact i am declaring my retreat! I am so TIRED ok. I am tired of doing my best and still feel like a piece of crap that hasn't made any effort.. I know i can do it, i know i am capable.. but you just make me feel so bad and unworthy. Your words are poison to my ears.. So before it hurts me more deep inside, i give up. O K.. i GIVE UP! i have never felt this worthless in my life.. EVER

Whats happened

2008-06-30T10:45:00.002+08:00

Friday

Caught Wanted with shawn at tm GV
@ 6.45pm

Sunday

watched Zohan with aliff and mael (aliff's cuz) and his friend.
@ bugis shaw at 5.15pm

i've been mesmorized

2008-06-25T11:11:00.002+08:00

Just when you thought you heard a violin or a lady singing.. Its him!!! He takes my breath away!!

What i did today

2008-06-24T17:09:00.003+08:00

Drew my own handphone out of damn boredom!

An interesting test WHAT DO YOU THINK OF ME

2008-06-24T09:40:00.004+08:00

Syazana gavethis to me yesterday and it kinda got me addicted.. hahaha!! this are the only people that replied.. So thanx u guys!! k those in purple is my thoughts k.. here we go!

Fill this out about me and send it bak *BUT FIRST* Send A Blank Copy To All Of Your Friends (Including Me) So They Can Fill It Out About You! Got It?? BE HONEST!!! (promise i wont be offended ;)

ALIFF ** MY DARL**

AM I??
1. Quiet Loud? *depends on what dear?
2. Short Tall?
3. Weird Original
4. Nice Mean
5. Friendly Selfish
6. Normal 'Special'
7. Smart Stupid
8. Boring Fun
9. Attractive Unattractive

DO YOU THINK I'M...
1. A psycho?:
2. A nerd?: ** haha.. what that suppose to mean..kaka
3. Ghetto?:
4. Two-faced?:
5. Obnoxious?:
6. Immature?:
7. Mature?:
8. Moody?:
9. Alcoholic?
10. Lovable?:

JUST SOME QUESTIONS
1. What do u think I'll be when I grow up?: **psychiatrist
2. (a) Do u think I'll get married?:
(b) If u do..who do u think I'll marry?:
3. When is my birthday?:
4. Who is my best friend?:
5. What song (if any) reminds u of me?:
6. Do I remind u of any characters on TV?: *ade ke? kaka
7. If u could rename me...what would my name be?:
8. Have u ever had a dream about me?:
what was it?
9. If u could give me anything...what would it be?: *awww
10. If u could promise me anything..what would it be?: *aww
11. If you could have anything that I have what would it be?: **dear.. i don't have a car..

PERSONAL(OPPOSITE SEX)

1. If we spent a day together.where would we go and what would we do?: **I'd love that
2. If u could describe me in one word...what would that word be?:
3. (a)Do u think u would have a chance with me?: **you have me
4.If you could change anything about me what would it be?:
**so u like me the way i am?? kekeke..

SYAZANA **THE PERSON WHO GAVE THIS MAIL TO ME**

AM I??
1. Quiet Loud? Loud
2. Short Tall? short
3. Weird Original original
4. Nice Mean nice
5. Friendly Selfish friendly
6. Normal 'Special' Special
7. Smart Stupid absolutely smarter than me hahaha **ur smart too dear
8. Boring Fun FUN!!!
9. Attractive Unattractive attractive

DO YOU THINK I'M...
1. A psycho?: hahah NO
2. A nerd?: hahah not
3. Ghetto?: what tt???????
4. Two-faced?: heheh never
5. Obnoxious?: nopr
6. Immature?: no
7. Mature?:of course!
8. Moody?: takde
9. Alcoholic? nope
10. Lovable?: yes!!!
JUST SOME QUESTIONS
1. What do u think I'll be when I grow up?: a speed racer hahah no some1 great out there a millionaire biz woman **haha! u really thing so? interesting...
2. (a) Do u think I'll get married? of course

(b) If u do..who do u think I'll marry?: ur darling alif eh hahah lupa nama die **Aliff hehe

3. When is my birthday?:somewhere in jan
4. Who is my best friend? erni n tt guy **tt guy is shahizwan.. keke

5. What song (if any) reminds u of me?:
any black metal song hahah **hahaha.. ok..
6. Do I remind u of any characters on TV?: not at the moment
7. If u could rename me...what would my name be?: ur name is nice as it is **thanx
8. Have u ever had a dream about me?:yes
what was it? tah da lupe agaknya jln2 kat sklh je **i think i dreamt abt the same
9. If u could give me anything...what would it be?: a black butterfly earrings handmade by me !! **oh please do!
10. If u could promise me anything..what would it be?: friendship **thats nice
11. If you could have anything that I have what would it be?: ur leadership *wow..ok

ERNIE_ELLIE **BESTEST BEST BUDD**

AM I??
1. Quiet Loud?
2. Short Tall? **thanx ernie
3. Weird Original **haha.. how weeeeeiiirdernie..huh!?kaka
4. Nice Mean
5. Friendly Selfish
6. Normal 'Special'
7. Smart Stupid
8. Boring Fun **lets go awimbueb.... aweeeeeeepapumbapambuuuuuaaaaaaa...papumba?? kakakaka!!
9. Attractive Unattractive
** lain gaya jerrr... kakaka!!
DO YOU THINK I'M...
1. A psycho?: **yeap.. im gona mess with ur head.. kekeke
2. A nerd?: **no serious ppl.. if im a nerd just say it!!
3. Ghetto?:
4. Two-faced?:
5. Obnoxious?:
6. Immature?:
7. Mature?:
8. Moody?: **c'mon im not that scary
9. Alcoholic? **cnt help it.. its niceeee
10. Lovable?:

JUST SOME QUESTIONS
1. What do u think I'll be when I grow up?:
2. (a) Do u think I'll get married?:
(b) If u do..who do u think I'll marry?: **haha!!!
3. When is my birthday?: **y the "?"
4. Who is my best friend?: ** like romundo wld say.. i take a moment for myself.. bowdown2.. tats enuf i feel ur love!! hahaha!!
5. What song (if any) reminds u of me?:
6. Do I remind u of any characters on TV?: **i like dean.. i cant believe i am dean.. hahaha!
7. If u could rename me...what would my name be?:
8. Have u ever had a dream about me?:
what was it?
9. If u could give me anything...what would it be?:
10. If u could promise me anything..what would it be?:
11. If you could have anything that I have what would it be?: HANZO!!!!
** eh terkelua ring.. hahaha

PERSONAL(OPPOSITE SEX) **ernie?? u opposite sex??? hehekeke!

1. If we spent a day together.where would we go and what would we do?:
2. If u could describe me in one word...what would that word be?:
3. (a)Do u think u would have a chance with me?:
4.If you could change anything about me what would it be?:

NAIF **LONG TIME FRIEND**

AM I??
1. Quiet Loud?
2. Short Tall?
3. Weird Original **again im weird ok.. thanx
4. Nice Mean
5. Friendly Selfish friendly
6. Normal 'Special'
7. Smart Stupid
8. Boring Fun
9. Attractive Unattractive

DO YOU THINK I'M...
1. A psycho?: **hahaha!!
2. A nerd?:
3. Ghetto?:
4. Two-faced?:
5. Obnoxious?:
6. Immature?:
7. Mature?:
8. Moody?:
9. Alcoholic? **ofcos not
10. Lovable?: **aawww

JUST SOME QUESTIONS
1. What do u think I'll be when I grow up?: NOT A CASHIER.. **i can promise u
2. (a) Do u think I'll get married?: certainly
(b) If u do..who do u think I'll marry?:Brad Pitt... u wish **damn! hahaha!
3. When is my birthday?:
4. Who is my best friend?:not a clue
5. What song (if any) reminds u of me?:
6. Do I remind u of any characters on TV?: sorry no
7. If u could rename me...what would my name be?: i wouldn't want to change ur parents wishes
8. Have u ever had a dream about me?:
what was it?i dont normally remember my dreams **i wonder what
9. If u could give me anything...what would it be?: Happiness **very sweet thank u
10. If u could promise me anything..what would it be?: **another life?
11. If you could have anything that I have what would it be?: **i agree

PERSONAL(OPPOSITE SEX)

1. If we spent a day together.where would we go and what would we do?: to the edge of a bridge and bungee jump **gosh.. i'd rather jump off a plane!!
2. If u could describe me in one word...what would that word be?:
3. (a)Do u think u would have a chance with me?: **haha
4.If you could change anything about me what would it be?: **aww.. hahaha! thanx for filling up

IZZAT **MY NEW BEST BUDD**

AM I??
1. Quiet Loud?
2. Short Tall?
3. Weird Original
4. Nice Mean
5. Friendly Selfish
6. Normal 'Special'
7. Smart Stupid
8. Boring Fun
9. Attractive Unattractive

DO YOU THINK I'M...
1. A psycho?:
2. A nerd?:
3. Ghetto?:
4. Two-faced?:
5. Obnoxious?:
6. Immature?: **hahaha!
7. Mature?:
8. Moody?:
9. Alcoholic? *ur right
10. Lovable?:

JUST SOME QUESTIONS
1. What do u think I'll be when I grow up?: **whats that?
2. (a) Do u think I'll get married?:
(b) If u do..who do u think I'll marry?:
3. When is my birthday?: 9 days after mine
4. Who is my best friend?: **haha! lately yeah..
5. What song (if any) reminds u of me?: **kekeke!
6. Do I remind u of any characters on TV?:
7. If u could rename me...what would my name be?:
8. Have u ever had a dream about me?:
what was it?
9. If u could give me anything...what would it be?: *thats 2 ppl.. hahaha..
10. If u could promise me anything..what would it be?: *thank u
11. If you could have anything that I have what would it be?: **hahaha! ya with my face on it.. kekeke!

PERSONAL(OPPOSITE SEX)

1. If we spent a day together.where would we go and what would we do?: ** that wld be nice
2. If u could describe me in one word...what would that word be?: **hahaha!! yeah.. keep calling ourselves that..keke
3. (a)Do u think u would have a chance with me?:
4.If you could change anything about me what would it be?: ** thank u

SCAPHOIDS GIG 21 JUNE 2008

2008-06-22T23:26:00.004+08:00

Just Let the Picture speak for itself

Jeff Dunham - Achmed the Dead Terrorist

2008-06-21T15:30:00.004+08:00

Isn't it funny?? kakaka! WHAT? NO? I KILL YOU! kakakakekekeke!!

Personality Type..

2008-06-20T22:41:00.006+08:00

Click here to do the test

Energetic Doers are cheerful and spontaneous persons. They are charming and full of energy and real persons of action. They keep a clear head and the overview even in difficult situations. This makes them popular problem solvers. Their ability of being able to absorb and process information is phenomenal. Energetic Doers also have strong powers of observation and a keen sense when dealing with other people. They are very perceptive, witty and clever. They have a natural ability of convincing others of their point of view. Energetic Doers live completely in the here and now and make spontaneous decisions from one moment to the next. They love being together with other people and are sensuous, lively and amusing conversationalists. It is no problem for them to be the effervescent centre of attention at a party and they are generous, skilful and good hosts. They do not brood over consequences for long; they quickly grasp all the relevant facts, make a pragmatic decision and enforce that decision vigorously. Should a decision later turn out to have been wrong, one can always make new plans.

Energetic Doers magically attract fun and action. They need the kick - as far as possible with other people. Many representatives of this type have dangerous hobbies or go in for extreme sports. They quite consciously put themselves in dangerous situations again and again. At work too, Energetic Doers seek fun and variety above all. They are bored to death by routine, safety and calculability. Crises are their elixir of life and really bring their strong points to light. They react to new challenges flexibly and effectively. They gain their confidence from their imperturbable self-assuredness that they will be able to cope with them. Energetic Doers prefer practical activities which lead to visible results rather than theoretical fields of work. Endless discussions with colleagues quickly get on their nerves and they do not have the patience for interpersonal niceties. They say how something has to be done and that’s that!

Energetic Doers keep their friends in suspense with their wit, esprit and quickness in repartee. They mostly have a large circle of friends and acquaintances but often remain non-committal in their relationships. They expect a great deal of reliability and tolerance from their really good friends but are also willing to give the same to them. However, due to their spontaneous nature, they always remain a little surprising and unpredictable, also for their partners. Energetic Doers need a lot of space and time to themselves; they quickly feel hemmed in if their partners cling too strongly to them. But if you give them plenty of leeway, they are generous, cheerful and extremely imaginative life companions with whom you can have a lot of fun and enjoy life to the full. They do not avoid conflicts but address them openly and sometimes sparks can really fly. But this is typical for Energetic Doers and, afterwards, they are all the more devoted and loving.

Man.. TAKE THis!!

2008-06-20T17:20:00.003+08:00

WIFE VS. HUSBAND

A couple drove down a country road for several miles, not saying a word.
An earlier discussion had led to an argument andneither of them wanted to concede their position. As they passed a barnyard of mules, goats, and pigs, the husband asked sarcastically, "Relatives of yours?"
"Yep," the wife replied, "in-laws."

W O R D S

A husband read an article to his wife about how many words women use a day...
30,000 to a man's 15,000.
The wife replied, "The reason has to be because we have to repeat everything to men...
The husband then turned to his wife and asked, "What?"

CREATION

A man said to his wife one day, "I don't know how youcan be sostupidandso beautiful all at the same time." The wife responded, "Allow me to explain. God made me beautiful so you would be attracted to me;
God made me stupid so I would be attracted to you!"

The Silent Treatment

A man and his wife were having someproblems at home and were giving each other the silent treatment. Suddenly, the man realized that the next day, he would need his wife to wake him at 5:00 AM for an early morning business flight. Not wanting to be the first to break the silence (and LOSE), he wrote on a piece of paper, "Please wake me at 5:00 AM." He left it where he knew she would find it. The next morning, the man woke up, only to discover it was 9:00 AM and he had missed his flight. Furious, he was about to go and see why his wife hadn't wakened him, when he noticed a piece of paper by the bed. The paper said, "It is 5:00 AM. Wake up."
Men are not equipped for these kinds of contests.

God may have created man before woman, but there is always a rough draft before the masterpiece.

Yesterday's outing!

2008-06-18T17:21:00.004+08:00

The normal bunch.. me, Aliff(bf), Azim(lil bro), Amin(bro) & Yanie(future sis in law) went out for a movie... The Hulk.. Its a great movie.. I love the ending.. those comic fans out there.. This is worth the watch!!

We went to east coast to eat

Yanie was eating mutton chop and the egg was heart shaped, then she look at the store that we bought it at and went.. "What are you trying to do"

Azim was enjoying his nasi goreng seafood

And his prawn keeps staring at me... Stalker!

Me and Aliff

shared mutton chop

ERRkk!! Sorry.. Finish ready.. Two cucumber eyes are looking at you though! KAKAKA!!

Training Hanzo

2008-06-17T09:34:00.002+08:00

Im Soooo HHHAAAAPPPPYYYYY!!!!!

2008-06-16T16:55:00.002+08:00

Ernie downloaded for me!!!!

The story with the purple beany!!

2008-06-16T16:01:00.004+08:00

I'm Sooooo haPPieeee!!!

I Love My Purple Beany!

But Ernie Wants to take it from us

WE tried to shares it with her.. But she wants to eat our precious

We were shocked!!

WE rans aways from her to safe the precious

And we're still running!! kekekeke!!

Chow-keee-Li!!!!!

2008-06-16T15:20:00.002+08:00

We got our chow-klyeeee!!

BROWN

WHITE

INdulGING

Ernie noticed something not right.....

Is It REALLY chow-klyeeee!!!!?????

Promoting Aizat's Photography

2008-06-16T11:22:00.005+08:00

Whats been happening??

2008-06-13T16:27:00.003+08:00

Just a simple update on my week.

Sunday-wednesday
The whole family went to KL and genting for holiday and im left to rot in school to the max. But Aliff and Hanzo accompanied me.

Monday&tuesday
Took MC but on Tuesday i had an evaluation of my project. This is where a lecturer will expect an update on what you have done for the past 2mths. Me and ernie's went fine, i was in pain though.. my neck hurts to the max. The other group wasn't given mercy though.

Tuesday when Aliff sent me home from watching chocolate we saw Aizat.

Chocolate was great.. And no Aizat, its not an Italian Porn.. KAKakakakaAKA!!

Hanzo accompanied me. And look what i did to him.. hahahaha!!

I used a towel to wrap his butt so he wont pee around the house.

Thursday

A close friend of mine just told me today that he's grandfather passed on thursday monring. Condolences to his family.

On my part, the only interesting thing that happen this day is that my classmate asked for help to promote a course and me and ernie were filmed. HAHAA! very akward..

Friday (the 13th)

Ernie is addicted to PA-Ta-PA-Ta-PA-Ta-PON!!

See for yourself if you don't believe me

She doesn't even notice i took this photo.. HAHA!! So ernie by the time you read this.. Long Long Ago... kekeke!!

Coming to theaters near you

2008-06-13T16:07:00.002+08:00

This is a must watch movies that are coming up very soon:

The happening

Cast: Mark Wahlberg, Zooey Deschanel, John Leguizamo

Director: M. Night Shyamalan

Genre:Thriller

Language: English

Release Date:13 June 2008

Running Time:90 minutes

Wanted

Cast: Morgan Freeman, James McAvoy, Angelina Jolie

Director: Timur Bekmambetov

Genre:Action/ Adventure

Language: English

Release Date:26 June 2008

Hancock

Cast: Will Smith, Charlize Theron, Jason Bateman

Director: Peter Berg

Genre:Action/ Comedy

Language: English

Release Date:3 July 2008

The dark knight

Cast: Christian Bale, Heath Ledger, Aaron Eckhart

Director: Christopher Nolan

Genre:Action/ Adventure

Language: English

Release Date:17 July 2008

The X-files

Cast: David Duchovny, Gillian Anderson, Amanda Peet

Director: Chris Carter

Genre:Sci-Fi/ Fantasy

Language: English

Release Date:31 July 2008

Take my quiz

2008-06-13T15:31:00.004+08:00

Take my quiz and become a new member of buddytv where all you are always updated with your favourite TV shows. Please do try out my QUIZ! hehehehe!

How well do you know your Tv shows?

worry

2008-06-04T21:26:00.002+08:00

Cookie is sick, all we can do is wait for tomorrow.

I cant believe all the VETs are closed at either 8 or 8.30pm

What if the animal got really sick one night?? And DIE! hmmmm...

HOPing your fine cookie....

Next step for Hanzo

2008-05-30T22:44:00.002+08:00

6 DAYS AFTER ADOPTING HANZO

It was about time, so i tried to carry him..

But being hanzo, he needs some warm up, so i let him run around my body 1st

Just trying to look around

He was actually hiding as people was passing by. Shy boy..

This part he was really shocked cause azim just reach home so i covered him so that he feel safe
After that, then he was ready..

LOOK AT HOW CUTE HE LOOKS

THIS IS A GREAT VIEW OF HIS CUTE LITTLE FACE

BUT AFTER THAT HE WAS SCARED AGAIN.. AND AGAIN -.-'

Dream..

2008-05-30T09:22:00.003+08:00

I had the oddest dream today, it started out at my corridor looking out at the view from my house. But it wasn't the normal view, well i think it was, the end of the world. I was looking at an orangy-red sky. The building around me seem to be dusting (torn apart bit by bit, chunks of them) i tried my best to safe my mother from being hit by the debris and we climbed down the stairs. My mom has a bad knee so i offered my back to carry her, or atleast just helped her down.

We ran and the next thing i knew we were at temasek poly (yes, that far). I wanted to bring my mom under ground, thinking back its the end of the world we will die eventually. But when i almost wanted to give up as there wasn't any hope, everything seem to be falling apart around us.

Suddenly, everything went back to normal. I looked around and i was the only human around. BUT then, i found ricky martin!! Those who know me well, you should know who he is. KAKAKA! Then we were well i think together la since we were the only survivors.

Then!!! Jeng jeng jeng aliff came wearing like this.. seriously.. SO OBVIOUS ITS A DREAM!!

Hot la seh ALIFF... I was soooooo excited when i saw him!! I was like.. AYIE!! But ricky martin pulled me back by my arm. I was torned but i wanted to hug Aliff so bad, i had missed him so much. And with that coat on, he look so HOT! Then they fought and all i remember aliff saying was that before this happened she belongs to me.. I was like Oh My God! Two hot man fighting over me.. Well Aliff is hotter.. kakakakaka!!!

So ya that was my dream.. Then i woke up. Thank god i still only belong to Aliff.. Phew! I love you dear.

Relationships**

2008-05-29T11:26:00.006+08:00

I haven't been blogging lately due to my busy schedule. Daily routine is to go to school, come back clean hanzo, pamper him till he sings..At night entertain my darling with my voice, which he claims is his lullaby. Hahaha! Its really good to know..

Today i wana talk about relationships

To what extend is the person you have is the right one for you?

To what extend does he think he/she loves you?

How do you know he is sincere?

If you know your reltionship is perfect, how will you be separated?

(Believe me, somehow you will)

As a human living on this earth, i have heard of many relationship problems. I thank Allah for taking care of me and my heart. Yes i have experienced lost due to deaths, i lost 2 of my brothers. But with that Allah brought me to Aliff, he just heals the pain. There use to be problems that were big and made me feel like i am alone in this world as he is the only one that i have, but through perseverance, things worked out and until now we have no problems. In relationships you have to give and take.

But what if you have done so but there is the 3rd person? You think you know someone. How do you react when you find out the person that means the whole world to you has someone else that shares their love with another? Surely you'll get hurt.. Its bad enough that they say they wont do it again but the same thing happens again. Believe me, for that moment you just don't want to live anymore.

There are people who just want that someone SO much that they don't care about the situation. I knew someone once,Y likes X when they only know each other for only a month. The thing is X is still with the ex when X is with Y. And created a little x.. (X's ex is preggys). Y got to know and actually still agreed to marry X and wants to keep that baby!! hmmm... No comment there..

Got married due as he made his gf preggs, but now he is getting a divorce when his daughter is only bearly 4 mths. AND he already got his current gf preggys.. The wife love him by the way i see it.. But what do I know.. But still i pity her..

The above are just some examples of what people face through in life, there are many more situations but will not be mentioned here. So people out there, please.. if you are not ready for a relationship, DON'T be in one. And friends.. Be there for this victims of love, they need us..

Since today is about relationship, here is todays headline news today.....

N.Y. governor seeks to recognize gay marriages

Report: Paterson tells agencies to comply; Calif. couples may wed June 17

SAN FRANCISCO - As California set a date for gay couples to begin getting married in the state, it was revealed Wednesday that New York's governor has ordered state agencies to begin recognizing gay marriages performed in states and countries where they're legal.

Same-sex marriages legally performed elsewhere would be recognized in New York in response to a state court ruling this year, Gov. David Paterson's spokeswoman said Wednesday.

State agencies, including those governing insurance and health care, must immediately change policies and regulations to make sure "spouse," "husband" and "wife" are clearly understood to include gay couples, according to a memo sent earlier this month from the governor's counsel.

**I Don't know where this world is leading to.. And as

match box twenty's song suggest..

**Sings**

I believe the world is burning to the ground
Oh well I guess we're gonna find out
Let's see how far we've come
Let's see how far we've come

Well I, believe, its all, coming to an end
Oh well, I guess, we're gonna pretend,
Let's see how far we've come
Let's see how far we've come

Its gone gone baby its all gone
There is no one on the corner and there's no one at home
It was cool cool, it was just all cool
Now it's over for me and it's over for you
Well its gone gone baby its all gone
There is no one on the corner and there's no one at home
Well it was cool cool, it was just all cool
Now it's over for me and it's over for you

Presenting...~

2008-05-26T10:25:00.004+08:00

***MY NEW DARLING***

Bio data

Name: Hanzo aka Hanz

Gender: Male

From: Sam's pet store

Day i got him: 24th May 2008

Age: 1 month

Diet: thimothy and alfafa hay

Species: Abbysinian

Price: $129 (loan from Aliff **thank u so much love**)

Colour: Mostly Brown & white.. A very pinky nose

Pic taken by: Azlina (who accompanied usto get him)

Bio data

Name: Cookie

Gender: Female

From: Sam's pet

Day ernie got her: 24th May 2008

Age: 1 month

Diet: Timothy & Alfafa Hay

Species: Abbysinian

Price: $129

Colour: Mostly white, has black patch on the right and light brown on the other side

Picure: Taken by Ernie

THIS is my favoutrite darling ichuink, as a baby the mom attacked and refuse to feed him so i sepearted him and fed him with milk. It was hard times but he made it and grew up to be a full grown adult.. After that incident he doesnt *chink* like any other hamsters..

Everytime when i hold him he will clean my hand, hamster way, ad lick it.. But he doesnt to any one else.. I dont think i can let him go if he were to pass soon.. He is coming t three human year, and its almost time.. I just don't want him to leave me... he's such a darling..

The top pic is one of his tricks to get my attention. Standing very tall..

The show i will never forget

2008-05-26T10:00:00.002+08:00

HIGHLANDER

**Come relive the memory of duncan MacLeod**

TV SERIES

MOVIE

90's cartoons!!

2008-05-23T17:11:00.003+08:00

Topic of the day.. CArtoons from the 90's.. Surely u'll go YAYAYAYAYAYAYAAYAYAYAYA!!!

My all time fav.. freakazoid!! freakazoid!!

And all time favourite.. GARGOLYES!!!!

Your truely animaniacs

Our unforgetable hero!! ninja turtle!!

The best duo ever.. Double dragon

Something we somehow got addicted

find something new

2008-05-22T21:11:00.011+08:00

Ernie found this website to make our own doll that looks like us, got addicted and did an image of myself..

What do you think about this?? Does it look like me?

I would say i have the fangs.. the nose.. eyes.. well everthing la.. hehehe!

And i tried AlifF kekeke! kinda like Aliff huh..

I also tried Ernie.. Its been a while since i've seen zali so i didnt dare make.. kakakaka!

Shahizwan.. hahaha.. if ur not happy with your eyes tell me k dear.. cos ur always with specs, this is the closest of how i think your eyes would look like.. hehehehe!

This is azim haha.. my puny little brother..

This was taken today..
look how excited ernie is.. Kakakaka!! she's so excited she look scary..

!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-05-20T23:27:00.007+08:00

I finally get to drive RX-8. 1st driving went off to changi airport for dinner with my hubby. He was so excited to sit pasenger sit, hahaha! He say nv get to sit there..

So at swensen he open his presents:

A quicksilver boxer
a scarf for his mommy's bday this 29th may
a puma watch
a limited edition METALLICA surfer short

I am really glad u liked it dear. Everything i do, i do it for you @>--

KL trip 17-19 may 2008

2008-05-19T22:02:00.005+08:00

Too many things to say, haha..

1st day
*my brother amin ripped my shoe! n the base of it like totally came off
*right after me n my mom got left on the station cos my dad hurried to a leaving train
*went to klcc suria for lunch
*But then i got to crossed path with siti nurhaliza at pavilion!! i didnt see her though.. i saw her husbands face.. damned.. i shld have chased her n take a pic with her! menyesal!
*saw Aliff a limited edition item which i knew he'd like but didnt get
*went to pasar malam at jalan masjid

2nd day
*breakfast
*pavilion to catch narnia prince caspian

nice show but i didnt quite like the ending

*Went chow kit for dinner and the bazaar

3rd day
*Made my day home after breakfast

We made a video on the bus on the way home.. hehehe!

The one in blue is Nasar,my 3rd brother..
the one with the ugly face is amin
The cheeky small boy is azim, younger bro
the ending are my parents..
Abit stupid video but i hope u enjoy

ma and ernie as dolls

2008-05-16T11:16:00.006+08:00

Left is me; Right is ernie
Nothing to do.. Sorry

Casual

Teen

Sporty

Metal

Mermaid

Night gown

Party

I wont forget this day

2008-05-15T22:20:00.006+08:00

I passed my driving test!! i have my license!
Thank you encik Wahab(my instructor) for helping me all this way. I passed with 18 points! My dad was happy and thankful that i passed, he's bringing us to KL this weekend.. My darling Aliff is so proud of me, but i still have to take one more test.. RX-8.. i have to take a crash course with him.. That is more scary i tell you.. That's his baby!! kekekeke!

There after i met azim and blanja him go watch congkak! It is

worth watching so do watch it! hehehe!

good night everyone
@>--

11 May 2008

2008-05-12T23:38:00.003+08:00

Mother's day and my dad's birthday!!

What's been happening..

2008-05-12T10:01:00.004+08:00

Saturday 10.5.08

I work in the morning from 9-1pm..

Met Aliff at the back of my work place, we went to eat at zam2, ayam goreng briani! wooohooo! yummy.. Then we went off to peninsular to buy his death angel's new album.
And!! He forgotten to bring his NETS card -.-' so he has to buy it some other time.. Then he brought me to his office, finally i get to see where he works.. Hehe! very nice.. So i made a drawing there of what i saw there and its on his desk! Yee!

And his uncle left his phantom bike and we took some pics..

Then we visited my cousin(kakak sedare) who is married and now living in chua chu kang which is very near to Aliff's place.When we got there, oh did i mention her husband is chinese convert, her husband Mohd just took Aliff to their living room and my cousin took me upstairs to her room.. I LOVE HER HOUSE! she really knows how to renovate a house really.. When me and Aliff get a place i want to hire her as a home designer! kakakak! yeah.. they have this gaming corner which Aliff and Mohd spent at after dinner..

Dinner...
Oh god, the nasi goreng is nice! But Mohd placed too many ric on my plate.. I really hate to waste food but i really could'nt fill my small tummy no more!

CATS..
She has three cats, mimi, boy and sahsha. Sahsha was ssosooooososoooo big i tell u! if only she was orange she would have looked like garfield! hahaha.. She belongs to Mohd like way before they got married.. 4years if im not wrong..

1 year a married couple..
My kak sdara knew her husband like 7 yrs before they got married, i think if me and Aliff have a future together it'll be around there also. So it is possible, she proved to me that if you found your soulmate, nothing will ever stand in your way.. I knew she had a hard time to reach her happy ending now.. Acceptance of family,family probs and many more but i know she is at her happiest..

At the end of the day, she told me to come back again and then texted me "Me and mohd thinks Aliff is a nice guy n i think he's gd 4 u".. It was really nice to know.. As time go by, im more assured that he is the one i want to spend the rest of my life with.

Before he send me off, i spend the time in his arms.. <3

What's been happening...

2008-05-12T09:45:00.002+08:00

Friday 9.5.08
All i can say is that me, ernie, azlina and isabella went to have lunch at Mac Donalds and then we got this sweets! Although i'm not a sweet tooth.. hehehehe!!

My Art piece..

2008-05-09T15:17:00.006+08:00

These are two of my new creations..

I started out with a leaf

I just started drawing all kinda stuff

More stuff

Finalised piece

This is picture from a book i read titled

"Shadow Of The Wind"

A peek at what we did at school today

2008-05-08T21:45:00.002+08:00

Well, me and ernie noticed that girls nowadays like to pose with their lips perked.. It is awfully funny.. So.. WE tried it out, what do u think about this.. hahahaha! kids out there.. girls rather, stop doing it, its sooo not natural.. hope you guys have a good laugh from this pictures:

Hahaaha! Well hope you've enjoyed the photo, and please be natural.. don't perk Your lips.. look at how funny me and ernie look.. Hahaha.. Well hope you guys had fun watching us make a fool of ourselves..
Good night everyone!!

Todays post worth reading.. PLEASE READ ON!!

2008-05-08T09:11:00.006+08:00

For all the challenges GOD send me,

He neutralised it with You dear

I was really Hoping to meet you today

But i would feel much better if you had fun today

really dear..

@>--

Happy 3years 4months Aliff dear

I keep falling in love with you over and over again

Ok..The other thing.. Turns out i didnt only counted down for my anniversary!

i have a little nephew that just arrived on this earth!

Hehe.. I hope i can meet him today later evening. The mom's doing good so yeah

I wonder what his name will be

That is kind of one of THE awaited moments normally for new borns dont u think

so??

Well i will update this collum for the darlings picture along with his name

YesterDAY

Viewers discretion is advised.. Those who are mushy, stop reading here

i mean it

Here goes........

It started out when me, ernie and azlina were eating our lunch

Azlina noticed this old man staring at us

We just shook it out of our mind when he went away

But then he came back

But this time he finally spoke to us

PPPOOOOOOOOOoooooooooTTTT!!!

That bugger farted at us!!! Damn asshole!! good thing there was'nt any smell!!

hahahahaha!!

Jeng Jeng Jeng

Later that evening

It was me and ernie all by ourselves...

We could see the mushroom... Ahhhhhh... Home soon

Then from the toilet appeared a very very very extra healthy lady

vavavooooom i tell u

i noticed her dress was not flowing down.. got stuck somewhere

Thank god she had a black panty hose on

i wanted to tell her but

**GOD why did i look down**

SHE WAS'NT WEARING AN UNDERWEAR!!

EEEWWWWWWWWWWWwww!!

Damned i felt like puking!!

EEWWW!!!

all i can say is its fat and ugly!! kakakakakakakaa!!

I warned you!!

kakakakakakaakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakaka!!

Have a good day everyone!

@>-- Black rose

The type of Guinea Pigs im looking for.. Desperately!!

2008-05-07T15:26:00.008+08:00

American

The American, sometimes referred to as the "English" cavy, is the most common breed of guinea pig, as well as one of the oldest. The hair is short, smooth, straight, and sleek. It is found in a wide variety of colors and color combinations and has a Roman nose (wide and curving). Its body is medium length, and of about the same circumference from the shoulder back to the hip.

American Satin

The American Satin has the same appearance as the American, but the coat is fine, dense, and soft, with a glossy sheen, and feels like satin to the touch.

Abyssinian
The Abyssinian (Aby, or Abby) is one of the oldest breeds of guinea pigs. It is recognized by the symmetrical rosette (hair radiating symmetrically from a center) and erect ridge patterns on its body and head. The number of rosettes can vary, but to be shown, an Abby must have at least eight (10 are preferred), and they must be clearly defined. The Abyssinian also has a mustache of raised fur around its nose. The fur is coarse and is found in a multiple of colors and color combinations.

I am so desperate right now.. I wanted to adopt them instead of buying,

but it seems like the last resort is to buy.. Hmm... So me and ernie will be going to 201 at tampines to go look at some guinea pig..

Yesterday in the freaking lab

2008-05-06T10:20:00.000+08:00

This is us getting bored, taking pics using my webby cam and laughing like crazee women

This is my cheek

And this is ernies'

And together we're stinky!!

Ernie the monster!! run teacher run!!! kakakakakaka!!

Help me!!!

2008-05-05T11:56:00.000+08:00

Please dont hesitate to reply, please ask around for me on where to get a guinea pig, the price not much of a matter. i really want to buy a guinea pig that is'nt that hairy, just want it to be big.. and if possible an adorable one.. Thanx!

just another day

2008-05-03T21:36:00.000+08:00

Nothing happened today.. just that this idiot guy just pretended that he was holding a rifle and started to point his (bloody shity fucking imaginary) gun and shot me!
And that was the end of AMALINA.. And you wana know why that asshole shot me to death
Its coz i gave him, well according to him, "too many pastic bags.. save the environment"
My blood just shoot up like sky high!
Aunties likes plastic bags and insist that meat should go with me and dry stuff together.. u get the point right
WEll this angmoh's wana save the environment.. Then just fucking tell me la
make me mad sia
and you wana know what he say to me after that, "jagan malu" translated "dont be shy"
thanks.. you "shot" me infront of so many people and tell me not to be malu...
Why are there so many of them here
very rimas sia

Now it about 11.25pm, waiting for aliff who is now spending time with his family at malaysia.
There is a little someone that i am concerned about right now.. one of my little ones.. Its gonna be ok, i trust you to take care of yourself, but if there is anything just give me a call and i'll be there.. For real

And huda.. Miss you seh, suddenly thought about you, hahaha.

I am so sleepy, Q just asked me and i quote "if u noe u can affort almost anythin u want in life..what will u do or get?"
my answer was
i want to allow my family to not face anymore challenging events on this earth ,to be able to support them n a car for me..

Amin(my elder brother) just wiped his cd with my socked feet.. disgusting freak.. cos he said my sock makes his cd playable... hahahahah!

Good Night dearestssss.. Muacks!!
@>-- black rose